What will you be when you grow up?

I came home early due to feeling like absolute shit today. On the bus I started thinking about my choice of college course. As much as I enjoy media and the course, I've had my doubts about it since Christmas or so. I'm just not 100% sure if I want to be in the media industry when I'm qualified. My other options were animal care and a course specialized strictly to horses. Why? Simply because I love animals and I think that it would be so rewarding to work in a zoo / vet's office / RSPCA...

I started thinking about the pros and cons of both career choices. I've been into web designing since I was about 11 and it is sort of in my blood, but do I honestly want an office job? Especially on days like this when it's been sunny as anything all day, I'd just rather do something outside instead of rotting inside in my office, dreaming about being able to go outside. Then again I hate rain so I'd probably laugh my ass off seeing somebody having to work outside while I have a nice cup of coffee in my warm, waterproof office.

I'm gonna stick to this course whatever it takes (unless I get booted off after this year, who knows) and most likely go back to studying straight away after I'm done with this one. It would be nice to have a qualification of some sort as I have none (I dropped out from high school after about two years, back problems) but I think it's gonna be a long college year. I have my ups and downs with this course, motivation seems to be hiding under a rock pretty much every other week.

And just to cheer myself up, heres a pretty picture of a pretty pink flower I saw growing in the garden yesterday.